Random thought tonight just popped now and I realized it happened slightly for several times after I did some brain-run all over it.
Too much thinking, huh, I guess?
Which one is better then? Do without thinking is not working on me, but yaa thinking too much before doing what i'm aiming to is also such almost failed me, or yaa let's say I failed on the same hole?! Again...
Have you ever felt like, ahh finally you have found something so worth?
But you are just too scared to start, because you are too afraid to lose that worth?
It's not that investment which you lost it then you can try to save more capital to put the investment back, no!
Even the risk of losing that worth is just too hard to handle comparing to losing the investment.
Have you ever felt like, ahh I think I should start it over?
But when you put some effort on, it just didn't work as what you imagine
That's why too much daydreaming, it's not good, buddy!
Sometimes it just simply happens but we try to ignore it. The way it's naturally blooms like a flower or seeing the clear night sky with a bright fullmoon.
But when we know that's what we've been looking for throughout the years, you feel like "oh my god, where have i been? Why didn't i focus it on?", then you are aware of it but it's already got loosen and almost gone.
That's nearly what happened, and it's just me who didn't try catching you up. It's me who didn't seek for you.
It's me......didn't have the courage to say it, maybe.
Lemme be singing you this song when the time's coming
A song from isyana, afghan n randg (heaven)
"Sometimes when I'm with you
I just get that feeling inside
Hoo sometimes when I see you
I can't take you out of my mind
Everyday from the sun rising up
Till the night falls
Give my all just for you
'cause you're all I'm dreaming off
Nothing else, I need you to do
You should know by now
That I feel so good somehow inside
Every since day one
I knew you were the one inside..."
Maybe the presence of someone in our life recently can become the role player in your life later or just passing by, but at least, they give you the value of experience, whether it's the good ones or bad ones. Cause by learning those, we'll try to understand better, appreciate our life to depend on what it has been planned by Allah the Almighty God.
Let's say, what I had on my mind at the beginning is just not working as what Allah plans. let me believe this, allah plans will better work than what we might ever plan.
Somehow I felt like I forget, which one is real, which one is imagination.
As I was trapped into something between real and imagination, that's what people called "Love", maybe...
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